on repeat
you finally get home
in the dark
52nd birthday
alone
after yr car madly shook
b/c of ice stuck in the tires
from the blizzard
yr 3 lbs of grey mush
rattling in yr skull
as you ran errands
you pass beneath icicles
hanging from
the lopsided awning
like long fangs
outside the door
to yr little place
but yr not worried
about teeth
yr made out
of bite wounds
standing in the kitchen
you see a litter of bugs
in the globe
of the light above
a bright crystal ball
of burnt corpses
the future isn’t propaganda
the future is a litter of insects
feasting on what’s left of you
bite marks & all
the sky tonight
is fangs & corpses
yr not hungry
yr not thirsty
yr not anything
you just sit quietly
cold elbows upon
the rickety
secondhand table
in a questionable
wooden chair
on the verge
of collapse
listening to death
over there
in the blue corner
scraping its blade
over a dark stone
the song nobody
wants to hear
the tune that’s
on repeat in yr head
24/7
boy mummy
in 4th grade i was obsessed w/ egyptian mummies
i’d get books on them when the teacher gave me a pass to the school library
i loved reading about them & stared at the photographs for hours
they seemed so untouchable, preserved for thousands of years
i kept renewing the small stack of books
studying about mummies took my mind off bullies of the school halls too
sometimes i imagined the boy mummies from the books opening their eyes & being my friends
i often daydreamed about the mysterious tales
& how if you disturbed a mummy there was a terrible curse cast on the intruder
that year, i pretended i was a boy mummy
alive & moving thru halls, skinny & stiff & petrified as usual
my shape wrapped in layers of protective bandages
just my eyes visible
& even tho occasionally the red from a fat lip or a nose bleed seeped thru my gauze
it helped to imagine the unlucky bullies of the school halls being hellishly hexed
cold mashed potatoes
standing in the kitchen
eating cold mashed potatoes
out of the pot
1:26 pm
tuesday
of
the longest month
you laugh as the worms
calling yr name
outnumber the people
calling yr name
& the future isn’t so much
as bright
as it is glistening
in segments
wiggling yr way
& as you spoon another heap
of cold mashed potatoes
into yr skull
you grin
standing alone
on the stage
in the theatre
of laughable terror
unclean
i turn off the valve
& stand before the veil
i’ll never get clean
trapped in this suit of skin
i gaze thru dozens of beads
dotting the torn shower curtain
strange beast w/ many eyes
not created for the world
i daydream about standing here
until my flesh falls to my feet
& my organs liquify
disappearing down the drain
& how only then i’d be ready
to enter the world again
an untrembling skeleton
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rob plath is one of the best poets of these modern, crazy times.
ROB PLATH is one of the best poets in these chaotic, crazy, modern times.
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