The three legged tat is
a photo realistic representation of Mark Hanauer’s circa 1981 photo of Bukowski.
The original photo can be found in Abel Debritto’s article in Jacket Magazine
Big Time: Charles Bukowski in Evergreen Review:
http://jacketmagazine.com/40/debritto-bukowski.shtml
I asked the Sebian bloke, Predrag Almazan, why the fascination with Bukowski.
His
reply, “Well...you know how some things and moments in life help define who you
are? I always loved to read, and one day, when I was 15, at my grandmother’s
apartment I found a book with an interesting cover picture : It was Ham on Rye by Bukowski.
“I
asked what that book was about and my mother said that I was too young for that
but my grandmother said that I wasn’t and told me to take it. I read it in
three hours, and I was hooked. Then, I discovered his poetry, simply written
but beautiful and strong.
“I
was writing poetry myself up to that moment for about 2 years, but I followed
forms. Then, I discovered that you don't need forms, or rhymes, you have free verse.
So, about that time, 1999, puberty, first sexual experiences, alcohol and drug
abuse, NATO bombardment of my country (Serbia), I was changing in what I am now
in part thanks to him, or you might say, my fascination with him. I have his
every novel, and poetry book published here, even his comic - The Day it Snowed
in LA, which only came out once in 500 copies in my country.
“I
still write poetry, though I found my own flow, but I still use free verse, and
I still love reading poetry mostly thanks to him. So,
as years passed, and I got to know one of the best tattoo artists in Serbia
Ivan Sabo "La madre muerta" https://www.facebook.com/lamadremuerta I
had to do Buk’s portrait, so I found a black and white picture of him, that not
only represented him well but also was a great picture by itself, and got it
tattooed.”
The tattoo five years on:
Bukowski
is either hoisted on a pedestal or maligned for opening up poetry to the masses
and encouraging the widespread writing of poetry. There is certainly no curbing
of Predrag’s enthusiasm for Buk. His leg is a testament to his love of Bukowski's writing.
Predrag Almazan is presently preparing a book of poetry called Crn Pan (Black Pan). Here
are few of his Bukowski inspired poems from Serbia:
ANTIMUZA
Noć je
i Antimuza krklja
dok se smeje
dok dovlači klitoris
do kreveta
u tri do pola devet
zinula je na sva usta
ali su bar ptice umukle
obućari
verovatno
drkaju na njene cipele
U radiju se čuje
lomljenje kostiju
panterovo oko
izgleda kao mesec
ako je ludilo sreća
onda sam srećan
a ako nije
pronaći ću
nešto drugo
neku
srećniju sreću
koja će me veštije ubiti
ANTIMUSE
It is the night
and Antimuse is gurgling
as she is laughing
while she’s dragging her clitoris
to bed
at three to half past eight
she gaped with all of her mouths
but at least the birds have gone quiet
shoemakers are
probably
jerking off on her shoes
radio is playing
breaking of the bones
panther's eye
looks like the Moon
if madness is happiness
than I’m happy
if it’s not
I’ll find something else
some happier kind of happiness
that will kill me more cunningly.
LAŽNO
DNO BEZ DANA
Spojeni pljuvačkom ili mislima o njoj
s komšija voajerima ili bez njih
s njenom svetom Vodicom i mojim
ejakulacijama
s njenim bolestima
i mojim bolestima;
spojeni pseći
dok ona grči lice u nežnu grimasu
dok nam bog mater psuje
a ona očekuje izbacivanje
mesečne larve-
šake pune krvavog
čijoj sahrani neću prisustvovati jer
kaže: Nisam;
dok je bez dna ovaj bez-dan u koji smo sa
dna pali
dok sutrašnjica abortira i baca svoj fetus
među nas
dok sveti mučenici svojim životom
proslavljaju mazohizam
mogu reći da je
a i ne moram
to ništa neće promeniti
dok spavamo nožu ispod jastuka
dok ona leži pored mene
a besno sunce nam ponovo otima mir
ne bi li ga zamenilo nečim
nazovimo-
Božanskim...
FALSE BOTTOM OF
ABYSS
Joined together with saliva or with the
thoughts about it
with voyeur neighbors or without them
with her holy Water and my ejaculations
with her illnesses
and my illnesses;
joined like dogs
while she’s convulsing her face in a tender grimace
while god curses our mothers
and she’s expecting an ejection
of her monthly maggot-
a handful of a bloody child
whose funeral I won't be attending ‘cause
she says: I’m not;
while bottomless this abyss is into which from the bottom we have fallen
while tomorrow aborts and throws its fetus between us
while holy martyrs praise the masochism with their lives
I can say it’s…
but I don’t have to
it won’t change a thing
while we're sleeping under the knife’s pillow
while she’s laying by my side,
and the furious sun is taking our peace once again
in order to replace it with something
let's call it-
Divine…
TAČKE
TAČKA
1
Sunce se još tu i tamo snalazi.
Oblaci idu negde drugde.
Adam je donirao rebro.
Jedan i jedan su još uvek.
Ko može i dalje se oduševljava ljudima.
Da me ne mrzi i ja bih bio normalan.
Neko svoje noge naslanja na zid pa tek
onda seda.
Mrtvi drugari su popili svoje.
Sanjaju me košmari jednog po jednog.
Nisam još dovoljno sjeban da pišem bolju
poeziju,
ali ima vremena.
TAČKA
2
Možda je pišanje po njenoj mokraći
izvestan vid ljudavi.
Uključim svetlo - svetlo ti se uključi.
Možda ima nečega u vezama među ljudima.
Antimuza čeka dete,
a ja joj dadoh:
srce na dlanu,
govno u ruci
i bukete cveća
koje je u ćošku sažvakala.
Izvukao sam kućicu i sunce.
Bio je vedar dan.
Srećne su priče bez kraja.
Hajde da ga onda ova ipak ima.
POINTS
POINT
1
Sun is coping now and then.
Clouds are going elsewhere.
Adam donated the rib.
One and one are still.
The one who knows how can still be amazed by people.
If it wasn’t so hard I too would be normal.
Some abuts their legs on the chair before they sit.
Dead friends drank their share.
I turn, I spin, the nightmares dream of me,
one by one.
I’m not yet fucked up enough to write better poetry,
but there’s time.
POINT
2
Maybe peeing on her piss is some sort of love.
I switch on the light – your light switches on.
Maybe there is something about relationships between people.
AntiMuse is expecting a child.
and I gave her:
heart on a palm,
shit in a hand
and bouquets of flowers
which she chewed up
in the corner.
I snorted a small house
and the sun.
It was a beautiful day.
Happy are the stories that have no end.
So let this one have it anyway.